1 July 1942a

Scotland
1/7/42*
1st JULY 1942
First July 1942
July 1st 1942

Dearest Heart :
My birthday, our birthday, because we share such things.  I’m writing this in the morning, in a vague convoy lecture, because if I get leave of absence from the lecture this evening I’ve a treat on, Hansel & Gretel by the Covent Garden Opera Co, at the Theatre Royal.  I don’t know whether my application will be frowned upon or not, I just wait & see, – & hope for the best.  Its a lovely idea.  Certain to stimulate thoughts of you.

Now that completely serviceable & nice smelling exciting present is truly & morally mine.  Thankyou, seven times seven.  You didn’t ought you know.

I left Caldergrove at 1o/c last night, and began to walk home, a moonlit three miles.  But a ghost bus, dark & thundering stopped for me.  The conductor, & the sensation of many people but none visible in the pitch black interior.  I stood on the conductor’s platform & peered eerily, I then realized that it was full of very tired, silent motionless miners with coal black faces !  As though by magic I was put down at the corner of our lane.  And so I was home.

7.15 in the evening :

No luck over the Opera.  Edward was charming.  He was very sympathetic & explained that it would be the thin end of the wedge if he let me go.  Others would want to go as well.  But he suggested that I might risk it.  But even on a hint from the Co. Commander I thought it wiser not to go and its just as well.  I only had 4 hours sleep last night so an early night tonight will be better.  Peter & I are going to Hamilton for a drink & a birthday supper & then back, clean rifle etc & early to bed.

This evening I had an hour with Ingram over the show.  I’ve got some Blackout ready and various ideas.  It may be all right.  We’ve got a meeting tomorrow at 6.30.  I had intended to go to Caldergrove but . . .  I cannot dodge all this.  I’ll do my best.  Maybe I can get away after giving the Blackout some production.  Your Monday letter came at teatime, a dear letter, in which you had realized that today is my birthday.  I also had a book from Auntie Emma & promise of socks.  50 cigarettes & 2oz of tobacco from Auntie Edie – & promise of socks. & a letter from Mother & £2.  Also a promise of shirts & so on.  Quite the spoiled boy.

I must write to these good people, but not tonight : Your letter, yes & the then cleaning.  We had a vicious assault course this morning & we are all in a pickle.  Along the burn, in the water to our knees, grenades fired at us, clay bombs & so on.  Then a lot of crawling & climbing, much leaping & and then a controlled Bayonet charge of 100 yards & up the Bing, sticking dummies as we went.  Through smoke & gas, D.M. & altogether a desperate encounter.  But taken by & large, fun, genuine fun.  This afternoon we rehearsed the Pass Off for an hour & a half, in the heat wave.  Advancing in Review Order, General Salute & so on.  Then a demonstration of field cooking, & then this evening a lecture by two Poles, officers, on The Polish campaign.

                        No more now, dearest.  Yes, make it D’s & cope & the Croft for lunch.
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